Frustrated
I lie here in the dark, devastated
Thinking of you, and how things used to be
Wondering how you couldn’t see
I was just frustrated.
Why’d you have to go away?
Why’d you have to leave me here, insane?
A thousand apologies will not change that day.
A thousand tears will never wash away the pain.
Do you see me, do you see us?
Do you feel the love we felt inside?
I’m sorry for things I didn’t say.
But, you have to know I tried.
Do you hear our voices tremble,
every time we speak your name?
I’m sorry you got swept away,
in a sea of hurt and blame.
Do you know the sadness this has wrought?
Are you peaceful now, or do you regret?
I think of things I will see, but know you will not.
No matter how time passes, I swear I’ll not forget.
So I lie here still in the dark, devastated
Thinking of you, and how things should be
Wondering just how you couldn’t see
I was only frustrated.
June 15th, 2009 at 11:15 am
I love you very much.
June 15th, 2009 at 2:54 pm
Purge yourself, my friend. Keep purging; you’ll get through it. It doesn’t seem like it now, but you will.
June 15th, 2009 at 9:58 pm
Thinking positive thoughts for you.